with everyone around me getting hitched, i ponder to myself “y does it seems like we are still stepping on the same old grounds that we stepped 5 yrs ago”

i wish i can have the ability of the vampires to block of emotions.

y does my blog filled with emo posts of me n him? am i wrong to bite the bullet 5 yrs back?

i think we have reach the bottlebneck of the relationship.

u said that u sensed that my feelings towards you changed. i duno how to ans you. i only know that im tired. real tired of bickering and nagging the same old thing over n over again. 

 

i am forever the one craving for your attention. for your time, for your companionship.

and you are always the one who can throw me aside and go out with ur frens. in the past, it was drinking. now, thank goodness u changed to sth healthier.

but. do you really have to go fishing almost everyweekend. to the extent that, i hav to drag you to HK to spend our er ren shi jie together?

yes, i can go with u, tgt with ur colls. but all ur colls are guys, they did not bring along their wives/gfs. i also want you to spend ur own time with him, and not make it seem like im leeching on u everywhere u go.

so much disagreements, so many types of compromises we made. but the weirdest thing is, we are at the same start point where we left 5 yrs ago.

 

so tell me, what can i do to make u a lil bit more sensitive to my feelings? what can i do so that u can automatic bring mi out for dates, bring mi out for trips, or even bring mi out for meals, WITHOUT the presence of ur colls?

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